I have had no choice but to slow down...I was wounded more than usual on a construction project. Partly because it was metal, and it was used metal making it twice as hard to install, and partly because I am getting older and can only perform so many miracles in a day....and of course it was a Full Moon in Scorpio~
After I got out of the hospital My feet as well swelled up like balloons! I could not believe this was happening, lol...I had to stay off my feet and not do anything for a week! This is not funny and nearly an impossible task as you know you can't do anything without using your hands and feet...(only 2 days was I really totally off of them, it's impossible) The night my body shut down I awoke in so much Pain it brought tears to my eyes and anger at the system for being so slow to help me. It was like all of the pain hit me at once....I couldn't call anyone at that time...but by 4 I knew my dear friend I left in Louisiana would be getting up and she would understand better than anyone...
It was amazing it only took a few minutes of venting for me to calm down and get a grip on things,lol...it does work to talk to somebody!
God Bless her~ ☮
The other side of it, is the time you have to look at yourself closely....Closer than you have ever looked before~
Yes it dawned on me that this was the only way to slow me down and I should really take a good look at that attitude which has served me well, once I get started on a project...it will be finished. That is all well and fine, I need to remember to take care of my self while doing it. I have been looking deeply into who this guy is I keep talking about, lol~He is the one who feels the pain when he overworks which is funny enough that he has a tendency to do that, contrary to popular belief. This body seems to be aging on me though we can all dance for a few minutes....I posted one today about Dick Van Dyke at 90!
What a wonderful inspiration he is for us all~
BACK to the story...lol
It felt like the Universe was holding me down until I said OK I will stop for a few minutes, lol~I had no idea my body was shutting down.
As this rebuild is going on I will continue to share this Joyous Adventure, I hope you will too~
There is order in the Universe, I don't know how anyone came to doubt it, though I was taught that in school, I never believed them I knew better somehow. You may have too.
I cried Uncle and gave myself(who thought he had already given himself)Completely to the Universe...Yes you have my full attention, I can't grab anything with my hands, I can't walk on these feet...
I am Here.... Take me ~ ॐ ~
I have been listening to this for 5 years and every time....
Every Time.....I Hear more ~ I Feel More ~ I am no more ~ It's Joyous~
~ ॐ ~