I wasn't sure that I would make it this far though i have always thought that 100 should be doable,lol Sadly I have already run into problems with the gov and their Medicare program a month before my birthday they started taking out $120 for Medicare! Failing to look and see that I am already getting help because of my low income. This is terrible. I found out that I am eligible for an assistance program that will pay the money for me but it takes 3 or 4 months to process and they can't start until my birthday ~lol~ this system is really messed up. Thanks to my getting on the phone right away, it looks like I have cleared up this problem in 2 months. I hope this helps others to prepare. They need to screen people better before they start taking money out….Medicare is meant to help people not hurt them.
It has been 6 years now since I got run over and it has definitely changed my life to put it mildly,lol. I Love all the Friends I have made around the world on the internet while recovering. It is easy to tell by now what is not going to go away. These Rods in my back are permanent and so is the Pain that comes with it. Fortunately my search for my Real Self has been fruitful thanks to Mooji, Adyashanti, Echart Tolle and my own Self…cuddled in the arms of the Universe, Ready to help where I can. I feel so available to life, even if it is painful. When you don't hold any preconceptions everything is Wonderful. Knowing you are not the pain does help but like pain meds it does not take the pain away but gives you a different platform from which to view the ongoing experience . Like they say ~ Before enlightenment chopping wood and carrying water, after enlightenment…chopping wood and carrying water ~
There is an inherent Joy in Pure Consciousness, Self Awareness is Limitless Timeless ever present and Effortless ~
May you find the Peace that resides in Stillness of your Heart ~ Love Always ~