Insights come in all shapes and sizes even beyond the world of shapes and sizes. It never ceases to amaze me how all the seemingly random events all flow together so seamlessly. Every moment is a Miracle. And in every moment the Universe is teaching us on many many levels. Some we are not even aware of. A series of events over the course of a lifetime can lead to incredible insights.
Getting run over though tragic has been a boon for insights. I have been forced into situations I would not have invited otherwise ~lol~ Life will do that for you.
Not Driving is one of them. I have always loved driving and the sense of freedom it gives. During recovery I had no choice but to be a passenger. I feel imprisoned not being able to drive,lol, yet even when I can drive I'm imprisoned by my budget. We like the feeling of being able to go anywhere we want any time we want even though we know we can't. we like the feeling. I was finally able to drive again but only for Dr visits which I had to do monthly.
After my ticket in California I had to give up driving again! I became a bike rider and bus taker. You learn things on a bike you could never see in a car and it is good exercise. Though buses are a pain they are the cheapest way to get around and you can take your bike. I have learned to appreciate so much that I use to just drive by...
This pruning has also lead to incredible insights into my own nature. I have always thought of myself as the doer and to even entertain the idea I am not seemed ludicrous. Just like I am no longer the driver I realize I am not the doer either. Life is unfolding all by itself just beautifully and I am the silent witness to it's glory and grace. Thank you Mooji for helping me see this so clearly. Love Always ~